All I can say

I was first, but not the last
I was worst and drowned fast.
Always cold, never me
Belonged neither there or here

A thousenth face, I showed you
You thought that's me, but that wasn't true
And you're arrogant, total fool
You don't realize you're cruel.

So all I can say when
I live through today
is

This can't be, Don't you see,
You don't even know me

In my ache, you forsake
Never seen your heart awake

No wonder you I hate,
And that's all I can say.